OK, so I’m chugging along, coordinating a firestorm of dates, managing three online dating accounts, and am being as social as social can be. Things are great, right?
I miss my ex. Like… a lot. Non-stop, actually.
One of my motivating factors of this 30 Dates in 30 Days experiment is through it, I might see if I can get over him. As in, find someone else to distract me from the fact that I miss him so much.
So far, not so good.
Last night, while I was at a bar, he sent me a text message, saying he wanted to get together. This, after he told me about a week ago that we shouldn’t talk anymore.
And, because I’m such a sucker, I took the bait. Hook, line and sinker. All I could do was think about him, and how I wanted to see him again, blah blah blah. But I worried that he was just drunk and lonely and texting me out of desperation.
Well, today he sobered up (OK, I don’t even know if he was drunk last night!) and reasserted his invitation to come see him. He doesn’t live in Las Vegas, so it would require me leaving for a few days (and putting my 30 day dating challenge on hiatus).
I don’t know what to do. I really want to go. I will, in fact, if he wants me to. But I kind of feel bad about possibly putting the 30 Dates in 30 Days on hold. Is it bad of me, to put a personal project on hold, in order to see a guy who you like, but doesn’t know if he likes you?
He’s traveling today, but we’re going to talk on the phone tonight. In the meantime, please leave a comment below, or e-mail me with your suggestions as to what you think I should do. I need all the help/straight-talk/advice/courage I can get.
Thanks, everyone 🙂